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Apr. 2nd, 2002 @ 05:37 pm le poster
Current Mood: dizzy
Current Music: Hooverphonic Shake the Disease [depeche mode cover]

let me know what you think... really.




i just tried to donate blood and the lady couldnt find my vein so she kept ripping around inside my arm with the needle. i was afraid she would poke through the vein, through my skin on the otherside and i'd start gushing out tons of blood. ugh.
then my super blood clotted on the way into the baggy and it all stopped. so my blood and pain was useless.

but i got a cookie, juice, a bumper sticker, tee shirt, AND a swollen arm. yay nj blood center!
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bicep
Mar. 31st, 2002 @ 01:11 am (no subject)

if you are at rutgers and want to model in the picture for the flyer [see old entry] contact me pleeeeeeeeeeaaaaassssssseeeeeeee
as smokey the artsy fartsy bear says:
only you can prevent bad flyers

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Feb. 24th, 2002 @ 12:00 pm interviewing jon d.
Current Mood: pleasedpleased
Current Music: Portishead - Roads
We sat there in Demarest Hall sipping on our carbonated beverages to the sounds of portishead and rolling paper burning. "This is a real change of pace," says Jon, who has been riding the tidal wave of his new life nonstop for the last six months. He manages to pound his spiked soda just in time to insist paying for the food we've ordered. He pays with a crisp fifty dollar bill, something Jon has grown accustomed to doing all too well. I had the chance to ask him a few questions about his career change, his love life, & his plans for next year over our chinese food.

njzero: So, Jon, tell me... what do you think the greatest change has been in your life since September?

Jon: If I really had to pick, I must say it's the hair.

: The hair?! Granted I do think the shaved head is a big change, wouldn't you have to give your financial success a greater weight?

Jon: Well in a way yes. The money clip in my pocket is worth more than what I used to make in 2 weeks back in the day. I just think the money doesnt say much about me. I merely provide a service and i get a response to the demand that was there before me. If anything, the money in my pocket is a sociological statement: people are willing to trade in the materialization of their time and effort for a chance to drown out the world.

: Do you have any slick nicknames yet?

Jon: [laughing] No, not yet. However, im thinking about "zero." no wait thats a gay name

: Hey! Well ANYWAY.. who holds the key to your heart these days?

Jon: I'm still waiting for Britney to call back. Til then I suppose my Becca is ok.

: How does Rebecca feel about your new lifestyle?

Jon: She can't really complain. Most the money I come across now goes to her.

: So do you think she goes with you because you're a swell guy or that you have lots of money and drugs?

Jon: Fuck you [Gets up and leaves room with a cloud of smoke trailing behind].
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Feb. 2nd, 2002 @ 12:57 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: Armand Van Helden - Koochy
i got myself a 24 pack of heine keg cans
i drank lots.
went to AZO.
went to my house.
to my surprise im not hungover BUT...


i smoked a pack of marlboro reds last night </p>

and now i have throat cancer
i cant swallow


it hurts to breathe



i'd talk more, but i have to go get ready to play football at the park.

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Jan. 30th, 2002 @ 03:19 pm i love this book
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Stiff Little Fingers - 78 RPM
from The Perks of Being a WallFlower


Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three a.m. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.
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Jan. 29th, 2002 @ 09:30 pm riot?
Current Mood: anarchist
Current Music: no lights, no music, just anger...
im gonna go to nyc thurs, who wants to join me?

http://nyc.indymedia.org/

i wanna take pics of anything cool that happens and maybe sample tear gas for the first time :)
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Jan. 28th, 2002 @ 03:22 pm oh my god, becky
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: Radiohead - Rhinestone Cowboy
am i the only person who ever has an almost uncontrollable urge to fire a semi-automatic weapon in the face of stupid valley girls? sound like rabid pigs in heat...
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Jan. 23rd, 2002 @ 08:53 am whazzhappininintome?
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: in the computer lab, no one can hear you scream
i fell asleep at like 8pm last night and just got up at 8am.. i woke up in the middle of the night and then i read a book.
when i wasnt sleeping i put a highlighter's guts inside a glue bottle and glued all over my walls for the blacklight... its kinda scary in there...
i wrote "no means no YES" on the wall right by the bed but then i thought about how i could never take a girl there without having her whip out the mace, so i glued pictures onto it. my room mate hasnt noticed it yet... if he turns off the lights and the blacklight is on he'll be in for a shock.
the kid next door to me has a single! wtf. i am going to finally introduce myself to him to ask how he did it.

im taking webauthoring .. a 400 level english class now... check out my incredible work thus far... its due next week and will be a biography of ansel adams.. he's a historical enough figure right? im the only one who didnt do a president.

www.eden.rutgers.edu/~alram



well im off to calculus 2... i feel i may do well in this class... its only my THIRD time taking it :::sigh:::
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Jan. 21st, 2002 @ 12:23 pm dorm life
Current Mood: naughtynaughty
Current Music: The Crystal Method's Matrix Theme
all is back in action.
its good to be back at school.

im gonna look for work this week. i will need about 380$ for books and other dues i have to pay..
i was thinking of whoring myself out to elderly, possibly cripple, women and just today i saw an episode of a grandma that stole her grand daughters boyfriend... i gotta date a girl with a hot granny i guess!

"i love my sugar granny"

and that ends the sick portion of the entry..

i am gonna be a nerd this semester. i want to see how good i can do.. ive noticed that things havent changed... i fucked up big time in high school too first 2 years and then got my shit together by the end.

i feel like my attitudes changed since fall semester on everything in general... then again i have been drinking a lot more regular:P that explains it.

i am sexless hydrogen ... whooops!
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Jan. 20th, 2002 @ 09:14 am who makes these things?



Take the Which Radiohead Album are you? Quiz.

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